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| my heart is in my throat... lol awkwardness. Also, I've learned the true meaning of new things. | | |
| Red Light School District is a great band, I recomment all of you to listen them and support them on their concert's firstly. They are also great people! Anywhoo what was awkward was I saw Mr. Jainchill there listening to bands where people were moshing? lol haha weird... He was there because one of his former students were performing. What a cool counselor. Anywhoo... my bf is sooo coool. He picked me up and we ate a lil bit of dinner and headed towards HoB at Mandalay Bay. I was sorta was down cuz well I know how he acts when he's irritated and I felt like it was my fault but he said it wasn't. But things turned out fine in the end. After Red Light played, there was Fletch, and I hate Kate. Interesting bands, very different, but there weren't as many people anymore though. Its funny what people will do just to get a signature. So while we were waiting for some of the boyfriend's friends, I was talking to Stephanie and Natalie and Lauren. They are so funny, but most people are becoming funny to me, well because I guess I find things amusing now in days.
Its getting late for me. For lent I gave up Coffee and Soda, unfortunately it requires me to have an extra hour of sleep. However, at least I don't have that after effect of fatique. I'm very dedicated and soda and coffee are such great temptations. -_-. I'm proud of myself because this is the first time I've kept up with Lent.  yay! | | |
| Its a good thing that yeah, on my last blog not alot of people read this, except for cool people like jenni. But back to the reason of writing this, I feel empty. I hope a certain someone doesn't read this, because I am afraid it may hurt him. Because honestly, its not him its just me and my own personal growth and development. My own inner interest and feelings are things that are suppressed. I have two different feelings I can't seem to configure out and its hard to do that when you are with another person, let alone its still hard when you are dating different people. Life never seems to pull itself together, but I can only assume time will only tell. Time will only tell how my feelings inside will go and if they will go away. Time will give me the space I need from my constant reminders of the past. It is not fun experiencing the same thing over and over again when it once caused misery at one point or another. I sometimes wish there was a way.. to get away from this place of what we call A-Tech. A-Tech a wonderful school, too many memories to tolerate. A walk down memory lane is not my blessing anymore now in days. No more nostalgia, hello future.... | | |
| Wow its has totally been a while since i've been on xanga and this is a lot easier to blog on unlike Myspace. First off I'd like to mention how contradicting people can be. The main weakness I once had was in the past. And for some reason three months ago, this person rights the term serious damage. Its funny how when... you think.. someone is nice once second at that time, they really turn behind your back and say another thing. If you haven't already known, I've grown up mentally and I'm stronger than you may think. Life's events changes a person's personality especially after everything I had to go through alone with wonderful friends and family to support on my way. Don't regret what you do have in life, treasure them. Let go of what the past had against you and the harm it had. Patience is a virtue, and when time passes by, life will give you want you are destined to have. And so far that has been proven evident. At the end of the year, people will know how I feel about certain people who are important in my life, and everyone should know me already, when I say something nice, its truly genuine.. its alot more genuine now than how it might have been a year ago. Anywais.. i guess i'm going to come back to xanga, as everyone moves to myspace.. lol
<3 Kristine | | |
| Friends dont hurt friends's feelings am i right? lol. any whoo today at work i spent like 50 bux on items *discounts are great pwahaha* any whoo, man, i miss spending money on someone who i would like to spoil. *sigh* well not spoil, but give gifts too *sigh* Anywhoo bought two shirts and two purses. Man.. i'm like goign school shopping now. silly me. Uhms... yeah life has been okay tomorrow is payday! I cna't wait to see my check ^^. Should almost be 400. But i seroulsy need to put ALL of that into the bank and not use any of it. I've odne a good job not using 100 in the bank. Shopping is my obsession right now. At least at work cuz its always great to know i get discounts. In a sense, i think i want to work during school time, unless it interfers then thats when i'll quit. But yeah i serulsy need to get a jump on my hw. I'll prollie ned up using spark notes on two of the books. But i really would like to start doing those poems. lol. | | |
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